Thursday, September 16, 2010
The air is a bit damp tonight, following much needed rain storms. The wind howled and the leaves shivered and were tossed about. The force was magnificent. I do enjoy the power of nature. Autumn is approaching quickly and with certainty. The colors are deepening more and more and the shadows continue to bounce off glass table tops and through windows and glass sliders. I feel I am in a swirl of ever changing color and deepening. I bow to the Master, surrender to the force, face the wind and dance in color. Despite the continuing pain of this recovery I move with courage, and I am cautious yet determined.
I wonder where strength will come from to face other life's mysteries that are unfolding. I am watching a house of lies crumble - one escaped, one is still trapped. I become the reason, the one to blame - it is not true. I stay strong, outside the house of lies, with the light of truth visible - it cannot be darkened. I find comfort in that amidst the fear for those still in the house of lies. I surrender more deeply, believing in truth - light - love. And those no longer inside are free to speak and seek truth - and others are coming in to the light. And the house of lies is weakened. This is a long time coming - I stayed in the light - I clung to the truth - I did all things with love.
Still, there is an ache in my heart. The house of lies still stands, weaker, but it still stands. I have nothing more than truth and love. Tell me that is enough. Please.
Posted by Gail at 9:13 PM